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Friday, February 11th, 2005
7:04 pm	Hell is Reserved Rednecks Circle I Limbo Libertarians Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Uday Hussein Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Scientologists Circle IV Rolling Weights The New York Yankees Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx George Bush Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Republicans Circle VII Burning Sands Sean Hannity Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Young Conservatives of Texas Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell (1 shit |Give a shit)
Monday, September 27th, 2004
6:19 pm	Unfortunately I've resorted back to this, this that nobody reads anymore for good reason. Good things have happened that I could have written about, but they're not important. Bad things have certainly happened, but nobody really cares. I guess what I'm trying to say is, who cares? Why does it matter? I don't know, and you don't either. We just have to sort of live and hope that someday those questions will be answered. Maybe that's the whole purpose of life, to try and answer those questions. They can't be answered, things change too much. Answers can be attempted, and that's what gives us something to do while we're alive. See? It's not so bad. Oh wait, what the fuck am I saying? Yes. It is. (Give a shit)
Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
4:50 am	Sigh... Fuck I Never Actually Learned Shit Classic, my friends. Classic. (Give a shit)
Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
1:40 am	I can't find anything readily accessible that entertains me enough anymore, this is entirely depressing.. (4 shits |Give a shit)
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
5:29 pm	So today I saw a bunch of completely worthless human beings in front of the Sul Ross statue holding signs and saying things against a persons choice to choose homosexuality as a sexual preference. In other words, they hate fags. Why don't these anti-gay supporters just say it? "We hate fags." Cut out the middle-man people. Don't try to sugar coat the fact that you're a bigot and that you hate people solely because of who they choose to love and have sex with. I'll be out there tomorrow trying to break down their protests with the rest of the sensible human beings who would rather choose tolerance over hatred. For myself, homosexuality just isn't cool, but if someone wants to date someone of their own sex then they have my utmost support. The controversy on the table shouldn't be over the practice of homosexuality, it's about freedom, once again. We must tolerate people and ensure their freedoms as long as they do not impeed our own. This is how we will learn to be a cohesive and powerful nation. (7 shits |Give a shit)
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
1:53 pm	AK - 47 In the spirit of firearm collection, I will begin an official savings plan to purchase this rifle during the summer: I've always wanted to own one, but I figured price and legality issues would prohibit me. No longer my friends. (8 shits |Give a shit)
Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
6:35 pm	You're Cry, the Beloved Country! by Alan Paton Life is exceedingly difficult right now, especially when you put more miles between yourself and your hometown. But with all sorts of personal and profound convictions, you are able to keep a level head and still try to help folks, no matter how much they harm you. You walk through a land of natural beauty and daily horror. In the end, far too much is a matter of black and white. Take the Book Quiz at the Blue Pyramid. (1 shit |Give a shit)
Monday, February 23rd, 2004
3:04 pm	Concerning the Advocation of Gay Marriage As many have undoubtedly noticed, the fight over gay marriage has been culminated into a torent by the recent race to obtain gay marriage licenses in San Francisco. Recently, in the small, yet hardly insignificant little town of Bryan, Texas, people are fighting to obtain gay marriage licences in what is believed to be one of the most conservative states next to Utah and Indiana. It has been on the minds of many lately, mine notwithstanding. Opposition to the repealing of any act restricting marriage to only heterosexuals is based entirely on the idea that such a repeal would be solely beneficial to the gay and lesbian community. If history can teach us anything, here is a very good time for it to exercise that ability. The 15th Amendment to our American constitution, enacted shortly after the end of The Civil War, provided that blacks, former slaves now due to the 13th Amendment, had the right to vote. Similarly, the 14th Amendment entitled these free blacks to equal protection under the law. I must then beg this very important question: Do these acts, of which all entirely supported the freedom of blacks, apply only to people of African descent? History has taught us, and will continue to do so, that rights gained by a few support the overall liberty of the whole of a society. This is not a battle over gay rights, it is a battle over human rights and, most importantly, liberty. Government cannot, under our own Declaration of Independence, deny to any individual life, liberty, or the pursuit of happiness. Marriage is a way for two individuals to bind themselves in law, love, and happiness. If government should trounce on the rights of it's people to pursue happiness, and thus step on liberty, the people under that government shall have a right to change it. I will not dare to say directly that the conservative opposition to gay marriages is advocating any kind of obstruction to the pursuit of happiness. However, if that pursuit is not fought for and won by a small minority, then the whole of a society shall suffer and the consequences of such suffering will be irreversible. (3 shits |Give a shit)
Thursday, February 19th, 2004
9:53 pm	So apparently I won third at NRA State in air pistol. I got the medal tonight, and it's not just painted over with bronze, its the real thing, its really cool. I get to go to nationals. whoop-a-lichious (3 shits |Give a shit)
Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
9:36 pm	More than true: http://www.texastravesty.com/2003_11/news_liberal.html (6 shits |Give a shit)
9:26 pm	I miss one question on a test and I fucking beat myself into the ground over it. What the fuck is this happening to me? (2 shits |Give a shit)
Monday, February 16th, 2004
12:14 am	Unforgivable, it thats the spelling. Alright. So. What he did was probably the one thing that could get to me as much as it did. I couldn't even take it the first time and then it foes and happens again. It's just the line that you do now cross. It's the fucking pane of glass you don't come near for fear of breaking, but it was shattered, utterly. I get far too nice about things when I confront the directly, but I cen feel myself getting stronger. I'd want peopke to be strong when they confront me. Un-fucking-forgivable. In every way possible. I need to stick to that, cause its how I feel and I need to stop changing how I really feel. (Give a shit)
Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
12:26 am	Depp! Give Johnny Depp the Oscar! (2 shits |Give a shit)
Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
1:25 am	It's so hard to be nice sometimes. It's too hard to feel like you're not giving in. Not everyone is giving in when they're being nice. I am. I don't want to be nice, but I will be, cause it's me.\ Maybe I don't want to be me. (Give a shit)
Sunday, February 1st, 2004
8:22 pm	There's also something I don't fucking understand. People will do something that hurts me, and then for some fucking reason, that only God knows, they will start to dislike me more, possibly because of the way I responded. This world is just unbelievable sometimes. God, I hate this shit, I just fucking hate everything that is happening now. I'm like losing friends, it's insane, and it's not even my fault. What did I do to warrant any of this? (Give a shit)
8:19 pm	I think I might delete this soon. I don't know though. (Give a shit)
4:52 pm	Yes, you know who. General asshats Circle I Limbo Militant Vegans Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Goths Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Rednecks Circle IV Rolling Weights Saddam Hussein Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx The New York Yankees Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Republicans Circle VII Burning Sands Traitors Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Creationists Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell (2 shits |Give a shit)
Saturday, January 31st, 2004
12:03 am	Back and forth through my mind behind a cigarette: I have to get up in six and one-half hours. However, I don't think that I'm going to get to sleep tonight. While I was outside enjoying a cherry flavored cigarette, I formed and reformed images in my mind, over and over, until I could understand and confront them. I don't understand how some things that seem improbable, and even impossible, can actually be entirely inevitable. Though I always knew that it would happen I guess tried to muster some kind of faith in the world. I am on the verge of losing that faith. We are all on the verge of losing that faith. This is because, simply put, some of the things that we hold as unbreakable in this world shatter before us. People never try to hurt you. I mean, nobody has ever really tried to hurt me. Sometimes we get hurt though, and sometimes we hurt, many times in response to being hurt in the first place. It's getting hurt out of utter disregard for another person's feelings though that is the absolute worst feeling. I'm sure also that when the people involved here talk to their friends, their friends will remark with such phrases as: "Fuck him, he has no right to say anything, who cares if he finds out." and, of course, "So? Who cares what he thinks." These, of course, are entirely true. It really isn't as if I technically have any kind of say in the matter. What I do have, however, is a vested indirect personal interest in the matter, and thus can change my own behaviors accordingly. Just because its technically legal to kill a man who trespasses into your home doesn't mean that the trespasser's family is just going to say, "It is legal I guess, oh well." Oh, and I can also tell those people to "suck on their own bowels". But seriously, I may seem very calm and collected about this, but I assure you, I am not going to flop around like a fish with a hook in it's mouth anymore. Some things are not going to be "ok" anymore. This is one of those things. This is not "ok". This is not something that can be arbitrarily shrugged off. This is something that will make me do what I have never done, and it starts now. (Give a shit)
Wednesday, January 28th, 2004
1:15 am	It's 1 a.m. on a fucking Wednesday, I have class, SHUT THE FUCK UP PEOPLE. If I can't sleep now, I can sleep during the day? No, cause then its even louder. And now someone is printing shit off of my rommates computer without the least regard for if i might want to sleep. I fucking hate this dorm. (Give a shit)
Saturday, January 24th, 2004
4:28 pm	I think I'm waiting for something to make life not so repetitious and sucky? Probably. (Give a shit)